An eerie feeling hit me as I slept and the atmosphere grew thick of it. I tried to jump up but to no avail, I couldn’t move. “DAD! Daaaaaaad, where are you? Help me please Daddy help me!” I called louder and louder but no words escaped my lips. I was stuck and the only thing I could do was stare into the darkness. My heart was pounding profusely and agonized breathing filled my chest. Fear cradled me and was the only thing around. I lay in my bed, lifeless as a rug with tear soaked cheeks. Everything was pitch black and my dad was nowhere to be found. The intensity of an evil I had never known was laying on top of me. Encapsulated in its grasp all I could do was cry. But then, something strange happened. I could see myself. I was dreaming within my dream as if having an outer body experience. I closed my eyes and I began to call a name. A name that had been introduced to me early in life but I had not yet developed an understanding of who this person was… “Jesus” Something whispered within me. Still, unable to move or speak I told myself, “Just use your mind and say Jesus.” “Jesus… Jesus… JESUS!” I called again and again. As I called one last time before I gave up, an explosion erupted from my frail little body. My voice had ricocheted up out of my belly and from the depths of my soul. “JEEEEEEESSSSSUUUUUUUUUSSSSSS!!!!!” and immediately I was freed from the grip of death.
True story. I’ve had these dreams since I was a little girl. Each time it happens the same exact way. Just at the point where I call Jesus for the last time, I am awakened by my rising body temperature and my breathing is extremely heavy. I’m a bit distorted so It takes me a minute to gather myself and realize that I had been dreaming. I never quite understood what they meant until God began to show me. What I have learned is that God speaks to me through dreams. The more mature I grow in Him the more I am able to interpret the true meaning of the dream. I always wondered why I had a radical style praise. God revealed to me that because the enemy’s attacks against me are heavy, I HAVE TO BE ALL IN. It’s all or nothing with me. Satan uses the closest people to me because he knows the kind of heart God has given me. There are some negative influences that have been detrimental to my journey. I firmly believe that there are people in this world who carry a darkness within them; like a bad omen they can’t get rid of. They love to sit in the center of their misery and evil constantly breaks out around them. When they are around, you feel paralyzed and suffocated. The presences of these people will help shape the course of your journey. However, the enemy may have permission to ride along BUT he can’t stop your God given destiny.
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